Really don’t want to post right now, but I know it’s important that I do so…
Dreamt that there was a junky kind of computer/machine. When I opened a side of it, dirt was in it, and small worms began to rise from it. I got the intuition that the dirt was like its blood, and the worms were like a virus.
I was being told that I had until two weeks to get it removed, and I had full faith/maybe knowledge on how naturally, they would be removed.
Found this relevant, sorta. A long time ago, when I admitantly (and regretably) opened myself to sin- I had a chaotic dream that included a small pig from a blackness and flamed eyes running towards me. It jumped into my stomach; I can’t remember if I felt anything.
When I went to my grandmother’s around noon, the radio was on, but no one was home. I took a nap, and this discussion reminded me of the dream I had last night.
Don’t feel like talking about it. I’m surprised I got this far. I’ve heard a dark voice coming from my own mouth three times within the past year before that pig dream, but I haven’t heard it since.
I remember asking God if my baptism would cleanse me of whatever it was that it might be; and the radio was talking about how something as simple as an impulsively angry personality is a demonic possession- also depression.
What I liked was that they said the solution is a balance of reality and spirituality- you have to make the effort and attempts to counter the behavior, but spirituality works in it too. Might mine be anxiety?
Last reference I find that relates to this is that post I made relating to generational curses- how saved souls sometimes still have demons from when before they were saved.
Don’t want to believe that I do. Wouldn’t hurt to be safe though right? Not sure what I’m supposed to do, or even ask. I know God will instruct me though.
I know I wonder if this explains those wierd heartburns I felt when I was praying the other day..
God I’m so wierd… I can’t even handle myself. I have a hard time sharing these things because again, people just think you’re crazy or making stuff up.
I’m thankful to God it’s minor. Like I said, I haven’t heard/experienced anything in months except that random heartburn.
Worse comes to worst of this situation, and I’m freakin snitching on this whatever it is- when I dreamt that my best friend was holding a baby, I was wondering if it was a girl or boy/son or daughter when I was half awake, and and a dark tone came out of my mouth that said, ”It’s her nephew, and I’m gonna get him!”
Yeah. Creepy. I was too ashamed to say that when I posted that dream when I did..
The same voice told me that if I ever went to Italy, I would go missing. (I don’t believe it.)
I can’t remember the third, or if there even was one, but I don’t care right now.
Last of reports of “wierd”… (when I remembered this that’s when I got into that shpiel about how I can’t handle myself and I understand if people wouldn’t believe me.) Never mind, I don’t think it has to do with this.
I think after acknowledging all of this, I don’t feel so afraid anymore. I need to lift this up to the Lord.
