Don’t feel like reporting a false dream I had last night. Irritating because it seemed so Godly, and yet when you put it together I just realize how much that was meant to discourage me.
As I type this, I am even unsure. But would God really destroy one of his sheep that was following along with the rest of his sheep? It was a Judas Sheep. I knew just as God was leading these sheep through grassy hills, he was trying to destroy this one sheep that was following but was dirty. I felt like I knew it was me.
Though I was a little discouraged when I woke up, I started to think it through.. when I started to think that maybe this dream was just a trick, I started to feel the Holy Spirit on my head a little.