The laptop was already asleep, and I was already in bed and comfortable.

But by golly I had a nagging to record this dream I had this morning.  Even though it doesn’t make any sense whatsoever.

Any, here we goooo.

So, I guess the most I can remember earliest is two escalators.  Though they didn’t incline greatly (seemed very horizontal still), they were going very fast paced.  Everytime I tried to get on, I wasn’t able to, but it was easy for everyone else.  Frustrated, I tried the other one, but it was going in the opposite direction.

I went back to the first one to try again, then a contraption in the middle of the escaltor attached itself to me and reeled me on.

So anyway, after I got off, I somehow knew where I was trying to go.  I went on a second level/floor to try to take a short cut to this place, but the place I walked into ended up having no “through” area.  (Come to think of it, I’m thinking I was in an airport..)

So, dead end.  Then I realized that I was in a Native American store.

There was a white woman, who I assumed was the owner or worked there.  I ended up breaking a quaint statue of a white wolf on my way out.

She wouldn’t let me leave until I talked with the real owner, who was a grandma-like woman.  Still white.  And I’m pretty sure they were related and this was a family-owned business.

The grandma ended up being really cool…. I think this is why I really liked this dream.  It’s the first time I’ve felt really appreciated in a long time.  I don’t exactly need it, and I know it was just a dream, but I really felt special. 

I told her and her daughter I was sorry about the thing I broke, but she was really non-chalant about it.  And she was super cheery too. 

She ended up giving me one or two gifts/giveaways, I forget why.  She was just so happy and giving.

(Yeah, now I’m starting to remember why I liked this dream).  I ended up meeting more relatives of hers, and now the setting was like a camp-vacation. 

I didn’t know how to wear the bracelet-like thing, or if it even was a bracelet, but I know I wore the other thing on my left bicep.  (Come to think of it, it’s reminding me of that the Pocahontas has on her arm lol.)  It was really uncomfortable…

Umm, where was Iiiiiii….

Sigh.

One of her daughters or sons, their little family included a baby son.  I believe his full name was “Candid Cameron” and even in the dream I thought that was wierd lol.

I remember seeing the grandfather too.  None the less, I remember thinking, “Wow, If I didn’t break that wolf-thing, I would have never met these amazing people…”

Probably the most significant part of the dream:  I was scheduled to fly.  Like, literally.  Lol.  Except I was only the left half of the set of wings, and the other girl about my age (their granddaughter?)  was the right wing.  So obviously we needed each other to fly.

I faintly remember that this was a covert/getaway attempt, and before we were leaving, she was telling her family that they better “take care of every hair on his head” - regarding her fiance.   

My whole attitude during this dream was just quiet and observant, yet very very happy to be in their presence..

Sigh.  That’s all I remember.  Kinda glad I pushed myself to type it out even though I was irritated at first. 

I can only hope to God that this is my dream and no one else’s.

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Before church tonight I took a nap.  I think it was a long nap..

All I want to say is that this is the first time I felt the beginnings of the terrible-like paralysis I get when I start….. yeah don’t want to even try explaining it- and the good feeling on my head, at the same time.

Personally, it felt like I was being fought for.  I felt the bad feeling on my neck, and the tingly feeling on my head, except really strong… 

I nearly felt like I was going to slip into a terrible dream, but the good feeling on my head was stronger……………thank God.

And immediately I started hearing music.  I was with my entire church family singing, I saw Kyle, and when I woke up I did my best to record everything…