Had it not been for the past three weeks, I would have said that around this time, or the start of January of this year would be a full year of dreaming funk.

However since about the start of December, I started to dream “normal” again.  I didn’t really know how to cope with that.  Imagine a full year of having dreams somewhat hinting to you what you would end up doing the next day- no matter how spontaneous- becoming somewhat used to it (if not reliant) then having them suddenly cease.

Now I go about my days feeling normal.  Familiar. 

I know that they scared me at first- fucking thought I was going crazy.  But I started to meet a few people that had the same thing, and weren’t freaking out as nearly as I was.  Lol.  So that helped.

It was an interesting year… these dreams have guided me away from a few situations when I was supposed to be used- they helped me feel like I was at the right place at the right time- and though I’m not 100% sure about this last one, they sometimes told me what people were truly feeling towards me.

Last but not least, they brought me closer to God.  I was so afraid of these dreams and at the time I was depressed, and I was seeing a lot of dark shit too.  That’s the type of thing that just prompts you to run to God…

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I don’t worry about talking about it so openly now because, like I said, they’ve stopped.  Last thing I would need someone to say if I were still having this sort of dream is someone saying I was crazy or just making shit up.  Um *middle finger*?

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Lol, on normal note, I was thinking of my New Years resolution.  Last year I wanted to go a whole year without dying my hair.  Twas a success.  So guess what I’m planning to do once 2010 hits.  ;P

Still trying to perfect my want for this coming year, but I’ll announce it when the time comes.