It’s safe to say that my dreams are just normal dreams now.  I think I’m glad, or I’m at least trying to be.  A whole year or premonitions; you kind of get used to them, if not reliant.

At this point, along with training myself to be more reliable and independent, I’m starting to see how I’ve played the really pathetic card lately, and it’s time for me to expect that A and I’s friendship is dead forever.  That way if I do put out a request to meet/catch up or move on, and it gets shut down, then I’m not surprised and I’m still fine.

Dream last night was wack.  Like I said.  Anything pertinent to me, from the other night actually, was that I would be proposed to twice. 

Anywho again I’m just glad to be normal again.  I think one good thing about those premonitions is that it scared me so bad that it got me closer to God.