Had my first pleasant dream in about a while. Considering how my dreams have been lately I feel I deserve it lol..
And yet I allow myself to interpret it with myself at a disadvantage; I hate that I do that.
Anyway, it was a really confusing dream. Lots going on/I’m not even sure if I’ll get everything in order.
I guess long story short, A wasn’t at Fenton’s- somewhere else and too early. Anyway, long story short again, despite my disposition, if I continued to fight for A, we would both come out as better people because of it, than if I were to just give up and leave her alone to H.
IDK. The discouragement I’m giving to myself is how I’m wondering if this is just my past replaying in a dream. ? Where old A (and myself) only became the people we are today because of my fight for her.
IDK. We’ll see, I guess. Again it was pleasant.
