December 2009
8 posts
Supernatural Year
Had it not been for the past three weeks, I would have said that around this time, or the start of January of this year would be a full year of dreaming funk.
However since about the start of December, I started to dream “normal” again. I didn’t really know how to cope with that. Imagine a full year of having dreams somewhat hinting to you what you would end up doing the next...
I’d say a few days/weeks back, I had a random, stupid dream..
I was Bella from Twilight. (I think that’s what I get for watching New Moon a few weeks ago.)
I went up to Edward and asked him why he loved me.
He replied, “Chasm.”
And the dream was over.
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When I woke up, I didn’t search up anything right away. I didn’t want to think much of it. I took...
Closer to God/Love.
It’s safe to say that my dreams are just normal dreams now. I think I’m glad, or I’m at least trying to be. A whole year or premonitions; you kind of get used to them, if not reliant.
At this point, along with training myself to be more reliable and independent, I’m starting to see how I’ve played the really pathetic card lately, and it’s time for me to...
Almost forgot.
Had a random dream that I was Kate from LOST, getting shot at. That was interesting.
Searching up any “symbols” now.
Apparently it’s supposed to mean that I’m feeling victimized. Really don’t. Or do I? Lol.. effin dreams.
I know I’ve been feeling at a large disadvantage and no one really understands me but me and God.
Losing track of my dreams. Hard for me to find them important when they’re only getting more confusing. And it’s OK. I think this is coinciding with how my dreams as premonitions have now perhaps ended.
A whole year goes by quickly. Had they still persisted, this next month would have marked a whole year of having them. I’m thinking that God perhaps thought I wasn’t...
Had my first pleasant dream in about a while. Considering how my dreams have been lately I feel I deserve it lol..
And yet I allow myself to interpret it with myself at a disadvantage; I hate that I do that.
Anyway, it was a really confusing dream. Lots going on/I’m not even sure if I’ll get everything in order.
I guess long story short, A wasn’t at Fenton’s- somewhere...
Had a dream I was pushing open a door thinking (or knowing) -for some reason- that I was going to die today. As I was pushing open the door I was thinking of what a shame that is since I wouldn’t be able to see anyone for lunch tomorrow.
Not sure why the hell I have to dream like that. I suppose of course that it is metaphorical. Something today will change me enough where the old me...
Respectable Marriage; Gpa; New Day
The other night I dreamt someone was telling me to have a respectable marriage. I know for a while now I was thinking momentarily about how I’d more likely just join the Navy, fall in love, and just get married without the whole wedding shibang.
I didn’t see who was telling me, but in my dream I knew it was grandpa.
I was dying to share this dream with someone, but I’m tired...