Briar Rose Dreamer: Archive

God graced me with several dreams lately. Though they’re unlike the ones I used to have everyday, it was honestly nice to have them back some. God is so good!! I’m thinking He allowed this because it was officially two years since God Saved me and brought me to His church and the altar to give my heart to Him. :) Praising God and glad to remember very intricately, how He did. ...

Dec 14th

Something Different Pt. 1: The Dream

This dream came in three-tiers. It is most apparent to me that that this entire thing was just one dream that kept streaming. Phase One: Halo-like/paint ball scene I was in a field, and I noticed a purple humvee (without a roof). It was abandoned. I commandeered it, and the keys were still in the ignition. I felt the thrill of taking it even though I knew it wasn’t mine. As I...

Jun 3rd

“Always be joyful. Never stop praying. Be thankful in all circumstances, for this...”

– ~ 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18, NLT

Nov 27th

“bebo” to find a cousin my uncle and grandmother have been trying to find. Asked my aunt if she knew what “bebo” was (i.e. in Ilokano or any dialect) and she said that it was her first time ever hearing that. Searched on google; it’s an online social network site. Made an account today; I’ll be careful to only use it for God… Thank You Father…

Sep 20th

‘son’ four years from now

Sep 17th

Just remembered another “place” dream. I’ve always had these random feelings that New York was a part of my calling. Whether or not that’s just subconscious was not something I was sure of until I dreamt of word, “Hoboken.” When I looked it up, it turns out to be a New Jersey shoreside, right across from New York’s finanical district. Not sure of the...

Sep 10th

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Weeks ago God helped me make a list of predictions/direction/warnings for my life and onward until the year 2060. Then in a dream, He told me I had to post as much evidence of its existance. I completely forgot that dream until now, so I’m starting Here. It includes things like when I’ll get married, when I’m going to pass on my business and to whoooom…. births, when...

Sep 9th

Militante

RE: the biological mother/donor ; interesting dream. memorialized death.

Aug 28th

Stressed Brat.

To see a stuffed animal in your dream, represents an immature attitude. You are trying to escape from your daily responsibilities and problems. Alternatively, a stuffed animal indicates your need to relax and be less serious. You need to let your mind and body to rejuvenate.�A stuffed animal may also mean security, love, comfort, support and unconditional or unquestioned love. The stuffed bear...

Aug 26th

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Wondering when it’ll be OK with God to post the recent visions I’ve been having… Morning of our last service with Pastor and Prophet Jerry Fussel, God called me that morning to meditate the deepest I’ve ever done in the morning.. I mentioned some of it to sister K today on the ride to choir tonight; and on the way back home. Maybe because I haven’t accepted it...

Aug 2nd

I had a random dream the other night that I entered a long, narrow room. There was an “all knowing” computer/computer that had all the answers in the end of the room; and the closer you walked to it, the more the room narrowed. When I got to the computer, I typed in, “When are you coming back?” The computer replied, “I am not He. But yes, He is coming back.”

Jul 6th

Visions

Remember this is only temporary (Still trying to figure visions out..) Conditional fate? For the young women of the church. Or Inevitable. The Spirit is telling me to put it to rest for now… - series 256 Numbers Dennis Murray Manna - spiritual food/angel food/”what is that” not good enough for flesh. in wilderness, Hebrews wanted to go back to Egypt - did not thank God for...

Jun 30th

Answer: Crown

Kept thinking about the crown for “soul winners” mentioned the other night. Random line in reference “for 3-9 milers” i.e. endurance capabilities? spiritually, and MAYBE literally. Lol.

Apr 30th

Answer: Symbol for Toenails

Me: This is the second time I've come across the symbol in dreams (in the dream someone I know has long toenails, and they seem long/are coming off). Help? 
 I usually find a good meaning for symbols through different sites, but this one is a real stumper- so if anyone has a dream book- anything un-internet searched, please share! Thanks. 
EB: Excessively long fingernails symbolize royalty, elitism, too good for the natural 'dirty' stuff of life, too important to do ordinary work - others do it for the privileged one.
Extrapolating, excess toenails erase the need for functions of the feet: to move about on one's own, to go from one place or state of mind to another, i.e., to change the mind - which implies one is always right, immune from criticism.

Apr 24th

Really don’t want to post right now, but I know it’s important that I do so… Dreamt that there was a junky kind of computer/machine. When I opened a side of it, dirt was in it, and small worms began to rise from it. I got the intuition that the dirt was like its blood, and the worms were like a virus. I was being told that I had until two weeks to get it removed, and I had...

Apr 14th

Apr 10th

Theory/Thought Process/Symbols

To see a microphone in your dream, suggests that you need to be more assertive and forceful. You need to voice your opinions more strongly and make your views known. The microphone may also be a pun on someone in your life who is named “Mike”. To see gold in your dream, symbolizes wealth, riches, natural healing, illumination and/or spirituality. I still don’t know what it...

Apr 7th

Just when I was starting to feel in control

I’m at this point asking God if I have to post it right now, because I’d rather think about it a little more. Even though I don’t think I’d unmask anything more than what I have at this point. I also learned from Psych last semester that everytime we revert to a memory, it’s accuracy decreases- we “fill in” details we don’t remember, change what...

Apr 7th

Apr 6th

Random Symbols

First time in a while I had clear symbols going on. Posted because they are true/helped me understand my dream a loottttttttt more. To see a tugboat in your dream, indicates that you take pride in your work, even if it is menial work. To dream that you are drinking milk, signifies domestic bliss and inner nourishment. It may also imply that you need to strengthen your ties and relationships...

Apr 4th

The honest predicament I feel myself having right now is to cease posting my dreams and my revelations, simply because there’s so many for each and I’m just having a hard time keeping up with them.. Like just now… I watched a solid hour of TV on “the power of forgiveness”, and I thank God so much because I feel like even though I verbally and mentally forgave my A, I...

Apr 2nd

I feel like I could go crazy since I haven’t heard music in my dreams in a while. None the less I really want to start learning this song sometime. The lyrics couldn’t better describe how comforted I feel because of the music. I feel so bad when I don’t get up right away to record some of it and I forget it.. Anywho, while I’m at it, I one dream I’m wondering...

Apr 1st

Mar 29th

So...

I was in my bed feeling lazy when I got nudged to get on the computer. When I said that my computer can’t get on the internets, that thought “then go to the office” came to mind. So here I am. *grumble* Slept at grandma’s last night; got paranoid I was going to run out of gas again so I made my way there… which reminds me- (found a place where i may be working in...

Mar 26th

OMGosh darn it..

one last one….. feel like I’m blog bombing myself… Anyway.. All I remember from my dream when I was at the hotel was “generational curse”. Then I woke up. Don’t know/remember anything else except that it had to do with why I’m late/tardy to a lot of things. Not sure what generational curses are, though K talked about it once back when we used to ride...

Mar 23rd

Dumb Dream but for some reason want to post it

Dreamt of a black demon cat that I knew I meant that my situation was cursed. Retreated from that dream really… afraid/defeated/uncomfortable? Then after a few moments I decided to come back and kick that cat’s ace. There was another one that was normal looking but I knew was bad on the inside. I kicked that cat’s ace too.

Mar 23rd

Names

Samuel Salinity Samuel: It is of Hebrew origin, and its meaning is “God heard”. Also possibly as “requested of God”, “God’s heart” or “God’s name”. Biblical: the prophet and judge who anointed Saul and David as kings of Israel. Google “define: salinity” (the only one that seems sort of significant): saline - containing salt;...

Mar 23rd

Don’t feel like reporting a false dream I had last night. Irritating because it seemed so Godly, and yet when you put it together I just realize how much that was meant to discourage me. As I type this, I am even unsure. But would God really destroy one of his sheep that was following along with the rest of his sheep? It was a Judas Sheep. I knew just as God was leading these sheep...

Mar 23rd

The only good thing about being attacked at night

Is being able to fight back just as innately. Bleh. Only thing that was different was that didn’t pray to fight back. I didn’t even think of doing this, (half-conscious = don’t think just DO), just imagined that I was inhaling the Holy Spirit with each breath as I asleep. Painful as the rest of the times, but equally releiving results.

Mar 23rd

Every now and then I get a little nervous/afraid...

Like now. I don’t like what I’ve been seeing lately. I hate this stupid feeling of knowing I’m tired, trusting God, yet due to my own mess/mind am subject to chaotic— almost demon-like— dreams. Maybe I should just stop whining. I am hoping to sleep peacefully tonight… please.

Mar 18th

Despite how amazing and peaceful my day was yesterday………. the dreams really sttaaaannnnk. Aside from all of the randomness/chaos, someone tried to kill me. A man was about to throw a knife at me, but my uncle jumped and tackled him before he was able to do it. (I barely even saw his face or knew who he was, but I just knew it was my uncle for some reaon). I need to clean my...

Mar 13th

Had a dream some nights ago heard a song, it was… I forget, but I’ll remember. This time I remember mainly seeing Porky there singing. The church was a lot bigger, the alter was also a lot higher too. Last night I had a dream I was sitting on a swing in a park with other people hanging out in the area. I can’t remember who was there exactly; what I REALLY remember is a hawk...

Mar 9th

Found out from the Lent Tuesday service last week that that “bracelet” that was given to me in the dream was a tassel. Uncannily, it was the sermon for that Tuesday and it was something some bible ppl wore and had Moses’ name on it- worn on the left arm side to be close to the heart, and something else on the head to be close to the mind. But it was a sermon about praising...

Mar 8th

Hera

Name of the grandmother. Randomly remembered that this morning. Last night too many wack dreams of the Navy and Army; enough to make me not want to join anymore, admittedly.

Mar 1st

This Morning - Native American Store / Nap - Song

The laptop was already asleep, and I was already in bed and comfortable. But by golly I had a nagging to record this dream I had this morning. Even though it doesn’t make any sense whatsoever. Any, here we goooo. So, I guess the most I can remember earliest is two escalators. Though they didn’t incline greatly (seemed very horizontal still), they were going very fast paced. ...

Mar 1st

I woke up this morning thinking to God how much I didn’t deserve that dream… I think this is the first time I dreamt of a positive future dream, and had it end with a few notes of music. Was actually able to record it for once. I had two other ones before this that I lost because I went back to sleep. There were times I nearly shot out of bed to record what I heard, but...

Feb 28th

Not sure why I do this… seriously. I decide not to “record” my really wierd dreams, and they end up showing up somehow in their own ways. Two dreams —-> Avatar. And I personally believe that everyone has this and they just don’t notice. *shrug* IDK. I don’t feel like looking into what I don’t understand right now.

Feb 21st

"She Met God"

Not sure why I allowed myself to lag a day; guess I wanted to just keep the dream to myself, even though I keep this blog to myself too. I went to sleep the other night feeling scared/sceptical- that God is giving me this chance while knowing I would ultimately fail. Like how Jesus knew Judas betray him and Simon would deny him. Yeah, it wasn’t a fun thing to put myself through, but I...

Feb 21st

The worst

Not sure if I want to get into this really… but they were pretty wierd/spiritually note-worthy. Though I’ve had a few dark dreams- none before I was saved I want to get into- it’s these recent ones that were either interesting/petrifying. One account, I heard two songs in my sleep- one after the other. Both perhaps the most annoying songs at the time; would hurt me. When I...

Feb 18th

The best dreams

Had a good/pleasant dream for the first time in a while, last night. I was anticipating that because I did have a hard day. Usually- like for the past months- I’ve been really happy, peaceful, and blissful during the day. I’m used to the compromise that at night my dreams then (1) don’t make sense (2) attempt to torture me or (3) get a tad bit demonic. Sometimes. I...

Feb 18th

I believe I saw a photo of myself; I was a peasant. I had a big smile on my face and a weird cap on my head. Anyway, there was someone behind me. It must have been at least a full foot or two taller than me. And it was covered in white, as if a knight’s head under-armour, yet it covered the face too— all white. For some reason I knew it regarded my guardian. ? Also saw writing,...

Jan 31st

Lyrics from a dream

Even though you don’t call me When you know you want to I forgive you Even the days you forget To forgive my enemy I forgive you Because God told me “The is how to live… A love this strong knows how to forgive.” My first song for Eric. First two stanza’s- mixed with another song- from what I can remember were from the dream. The last stanza was made to...

Jan 23rd

Jan 20th

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I think that if it weren’t for those dreams of A and I becoming better people if I didn’t give up on fighting for the friendship, I would have completely outed her out of any potiential in my life by now. It’s good to know though, that we will never be more than friends, on my part, again. I’m still really into Ryan… though I have this hunch that we won’t get...

Jan 2nd

Supernatural Year

Had it not been for the past three weeks, I would have said that around this time, or the start of January of this year would be a full year of dreaming funk. However since about the start of December, I started to dream “normal” again. I didn’t really know how to cope with that. Imagine a full year of having dreams somewhat hinting to you what you would end up doing the next...

Dec 30th

I’d say a few days/weeks back, I had a random, stupid dream.. I was Bella from Twilight. (I think that’s what I get for watching New Moon a few weeks ago.) I went up to Edward and asked him why he loved me. He replied, “Chasm.” And the dream was over. - When I woke up, I didn’t search up anything right away. I didn’t want to think much of it. I took...

Dec 27th

Closer to God/Love.

It’s safe to say that my dreams are just normal dreams now. I think I’m glad, or I’m at least trying to be. A whole year or premonitions; you kind of get used to them, if not reliant. At this point, along with training myself to be more reliable and independent, I’m starting to see how I’ve played the really pathetic card lately, and it’s time for me to...

Dec 27th

Almost forgot.

Had a random dream that I was Kate from LOST, getting shot at. That was interesting. Searching up any “symbols” now. Apparently it’s supposed to mean that I’m feeling victimized. Really don’t. Or do I? Lol.. effin dreams. I know I’ve been feeling at a large disadvantage and no one really understands me but me and God.

Dec 26th

Losing track of my dreams. Hard for me to find them important when they’re only getting more confusing. And it’s OK. I think this is coinciding with how my dreams as premonitions have now perhaps ended. A whole year goes by quickly. Had they still persisted, this next month would have marked a whole year of having them. I’m thinking that God perhaps thought I wasn’t...

Dec 26th

Had my first pleasant dream in about a while. Considering how my dreams have been lately I feel I deserve it lol.. And yet I allow myself to interpret it with myself at a disadvantage; I hate that I do that. Anyway, it was a really confusing dream. Lots going on/I’m not even sure if I’ll get everything in order. I guess long story short, A wasn’t at Fenton’s- somewhere...

Dec 21st